I don't think people are gaining the right perception of me or I'm not portraying myself as I am. But maybe it's the people around me who doesn't bring out the best in me? I'm not sure. Or maybe I'm trying to be something I'm not, or trying too hard. I should just be me. But I have been, but when I look back, I just don't see myself that way. Maybe I've just changed into something that I'm not happy of. The girl who use to be so full of joy and optimism, I don't know where most of her went. She's still here but just not as jolly.
I feel like I'm waiting for things to happen for me but as I'm waiting, I'm trying to make them happen? If that makes sense ... I don't know. ugh
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